I was used to work before I got a job. I have zero complaints.
There was a lot missing for me in working for a pay-day.
Best part of work-life were my workmates and going home tired but a good sort of tired.
Those days still inform my work habits.
No matter how much I do I think I should have accomplished more, could have moved quicker, been more able to anticipate problems.
Nope. Those ideas hamper my work more than help.
Tough internal editors are traitors. Yep, I do my best always.
Perfection isn’t possible. Even factories have quality control staff and product “hospitals”.
I don’t use that internal language any longer.
I stop work when that good tired feeling hits me.
I cannot wait to be back at it next session.
It’s really “what I do”, enjoyably.
25 February 2019